Suzanne
@shianne
Active 18 hours, 17 minutes ago
I’m feeling hurt, angry and cheated out of a good bye right now. The person whom I
dog walk for weekly and dog sit for as needed. Told me yesterday she was probably going to say good bye to one of her dogs but didn’t have a date yet. I asked her if I could come over and say good bye to her yesterday, sometime today. She said yes. I just texted her to ask if I could come over around 2;00 to see Chloe, the pups and my friend. She texted me back that Chloe was already in heaven. I’ve been caring for this persons dogs for 10 years and while I only knew Chloe for a short time, she touched my heart like all her other dogs and my cats do. It just hurts that I didn’t get to say goodbye especially when she kept asking me for reassurance last night and this morning that she was making the right choice but wasn’t sure when. 😾💔😿🐾🐾💔😿🌈 I’m sorry I can’t respond to other posts right now I’m
Just hurt angry and in shock. I’ll try to come back later today or tomorrow to update everyone on Kaylanee and respond to everyone. Please know despite my hurt, pain and anger I’m holding all you in prayer thst you and all your pets may feel God’s loving healing embrace. View
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Suzanne posted a new activity comment 4 years, 5 months ago
Thank you Toni for your caring thoughts. It’s hard especially when I’m doing things that remind me of my dear sweet girl. But knowing that I have a place to share my pain sadness and grief with people who know and understand what I’m going through both virtually and in person, helps the grief and pain to begin to heal. Thank you for your thoughtful comments and for permitting me to join this group. I’m also thankful that I have two other beautiful fur girls Saraya, who will be 16 next month and is in terrific health and still likes to play like she’s a kitten and Autumn Ranger who just turned 12 and like Spirit, also suffers from kidney and thyroid disease at the moment is holding her own, who help with the grief and pain because they give me a reason to keep on living. 🤗💔❤️🐾🐈⬛ -
Suzanne posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago
It’s with a heavy and broken heart that I share with you that my dear sweet little Spirit, lost her 2 plus years battle with Kidney disease, on Monday May 23, 2022, and crossed the Rainbow Bridge; where she’s now enjoying a life free of pain and suffering. I’m sure she’s now running free with Morgain, Kovu, Eragon, Chai , Lyta,Coda,Tabiths and her other 4 and 2 legged family members. My dear sweet Spirit I’m sitting here reminiscing about all the annoying, funny, sweet, loving quirky things you’d do. How you strolled into my house when the cable guy, there for the upstairs tenant left the porch door open and you moved into my basement. For the longest time you hid yourself from me but meowed so loudly that I could hear you through the graying vents in the floor; this you acquired your name because you were a talkative unseen Spirit. I also remember your last but if defiance the Friday evening before you passed when you swiped my pizza right off my plate. How you liked to sleep on the pillow right my head, standing underfoot all the time when I was preparing food, checking out what was in the refrigerator when I’d open it to get something out and the cellar door pan along all the time instead of using the many scratching posts you had access to. I’m thinking of getting a small table and placing it next to the basement door, that you always liked to scratch and placing your ashes there. It can take the place of the laundry basket I used to put there to prevent you from scratching and that I’d always have to move abs remember to put back each time I’d go to the basement. My days will be easier now with less prep work and I’ll save on cat liter but what I wouldn’t give to have my dear sweet girl back with me, as would her 2 fur sisters Saraya and Autumn Ranger. I miss you so much Spirit and it’s only been 2 days since I said good bye and let you cross the Rainbow Bridge. We had a wonderful 12 1/2 years together and I’m so glad that you chose me as your human mom. You may be gone but you’ll never be furgotten.
I had to say good bye to my beloved Autumn Ranger on July 18,2022.
The house just isn’t the same, last week I said good bye to you, my beloved Autumn Ranger, the second time I had to make this decision in less then two months. My heart is broken, my grief unbearable but I know to have kept you with me me would have caused you untold pain and suffering. You gently but purrsistently let me know it was time to say goodbye. You who rarely meowed started to do so more and more frequently. You were eating less and less and choosing not to take your meds. And this morning as we laid in bed you pawed me numerous times so I’d pet you and rubbed your head against me looking for your favorite head rubs. While I was enjoying sone extra quality time with you, having had to take the day off for your vet appointment, unlike me you knew today was the day we’d say good…
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