Terrilynn

Yikes, Terrilynn – no wonder you are in such pain, and grief. It’s so recent and raw, and Bella is so adorable – her little nose is so darn cute, and I feel her personality in this picture. (Thank you for sharing this). You certainly were fortunate to share so many years together, as was she. It’s really horrible to part from such a dear, beloved friend and I am so, so very sorry. But wow – what a gift you gave each other, too – so many shared times of ups and downs, laughs and tears…. Terrilynn, you just sit with your grief and let the feelings and memories wash through and over you for now. There is no other place or way to be for awhile. We understand and want you to let us walk through this with you if you like – we truly understand and are here for you. Please, check in often and know we are all thinking of you. Here is a HUG for you. Toni

HI Toni,
Thank you so much! I appreciate the love! I am having a very hard time … I look “ok” on the outside but inside my head, I’m screaming! and I’m very disappointed that my family (other than my husband) doesn’t seem to understand my grief 🙁 I feel very alone in this journey … my husband tries to do what he can …but he can only do so much … but I’m still getting out of bed and trying to accomplish what I can … I still have one fur baby, Anubis – and Thank the Lord for him! He’s 3 and has been a life savor – so I am trying to focus on him (Anubis) … and trying to appreciate all the wonderful memories my precious little girl (Bella) gave me … today is also the 3rd year anniversary of another one of my fur babies passing (Isaac) – when my dad passed away almost 4 years ago my fur babies were my saving grace – I honestly don’t know where I’d be if it weren’t for them – and I have human sons as well! I love my sons, they are a blessing but there’s a special bond between my fur babies and I … Thank you again for your kind words! You have no idea how much it means to me!
Hugs,
Terrilynn

Faithful Friends’ primary, but not only, purpose is to be here as a caring, understanding and supportive community when one of us is experiencing the intense and deep pain of grieving the loss of a beloved friend. Every word we share, every item we offer, is designed to help. The book “Griffin’s Heart” was written to help the author heal from her own seemingly unending grief and I think you may find it a good, interactive not only book, but journal for your deepest feelings to help you heal. You choose whether to share it with your husband or sons, or not. It’s in our Shop.
It IS disappointing when others don’t quite “get it” but I am sure they are unhappy for your pain and probably don’t know what to do or say. Were Anubis and Bella good friends? Is Anubis doing okay? No question our fur babies understand and comfort us in ways no ‘human’ can. And the pain of parting is a different kind of pain. Terrilynn, this is so very recent and I would be surprised if you weren’t in a lot of pain now. One day you will smile before you cry, thinking of her, and you may even feel a little guilty about that. But Bella would want you and Anubis to be happy for your shared lives and love. Please be with us as often as you like and need. And thank you for the Hug. That brings a tear to my eyes. You be you……..we’re here for you.

Terrilynn — you and Bella are exactly why I wrote Griffin’s Heart. I felt completely broken after I lost Griffin and I needed a way to process the pain and sense of isolation. We’re sold out on Amazon, but Toni sells it here. Check out GriffinsHeart.com to see if it’s for you. I’m getting hundreds of messages from readers who feel exactly like you (and me!) — let me know what you think. Either way – I’m sending you love… remember to take all the time you need to heal. 💛💛

Thank you for your kind words! I just ordered your book and I am excited to dive into it. I love to read and I love to journal.
Hugs,
Terrilynn