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    Nicole posted a new activity comment 5 years, 8 months ago

    This is what I wrote after she first passed away.
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      Nicole posted an update 5 years, 8 months ago

      ♥️ Crickett Marie Luna ♥️
      Born August 29,2006
      Adopted November 1, 2006
      Past August 11, 2018 @ 12pm
      Our precious baby girl, pride & joy,pumpkin pie, snuggle bunny, my heart & soul, my whole world.
      I\’m so lost without her, I can\’t even cope, I have to stay sedated most of the time. My heart is broken and it physically hurts. I feel like there\’s a stake in my heart, that nothing and no one can fix. I just can\’t believe she is gone, almost 12 years went by so fast. She was here one minute and gone the next. I don\’t know what to do, all I know is my baby is gone and I can\’t hold her and comfort her anymore . I held her when she was scared,when she was sick, when she couldn\’t sleep. But I can\’t hold her now and never will again. I know she is in a better place and isn\’t suffering anymore and we had to end her pain and suffering. But it doesn\’t make it any easier. I have been sleeping with her Hoodie, just to feel close to her. I feel like I\’m going crazy. I\’m so miserable, confused, hurting, lost. I got so many mixed emotions I\’m feeling and some I don\’t even how I am feeling. I do know I just want my baby and to hold her in my arms, never to let go again.