leslie Ann
@ghsthntr15
Active 2 days, 13 hours ago
Hello my sweet Bastet! September 19 would have been your 11th birthday.
I still can’t believe you’re not here to celebrate with us. I would do anything to change what happened and my decisions.
I am heartbroken you aren’t here to see the significant events that have happened. My weight loss, surgery, and growth. Ally said you were looking out for me during surgery.
I still feel your presence especially here.
I have seen and felt things I can’t explain.
I still feel connected to you.
I still remember the holidays, Santa and the silly things you did. Hiding near or under television, and in the dresser. Putting dad’s underwear in the litter box. You loved the crocheted catnip toys and the laser.
I also remember how I’d awaken with you licking my ear. You’d take up all of the pillow. I still can’t sleep on it.
You loved to solve the mysteries of new toys. Especially the mat and balls. I know how much you didn’t like baths, nail cutting and being held too long. I know that was just you being a kitty.
From the first year, we included you in everything, including holidays. We took you to see Santa Claus every year. One year you went around checking things out and investigating. We took you for portraits and you didn’t mind the bow.
One year we went to Waterbury to see Santa. Him and Holly were so gentle, loving and kind to you. I know you believed
he was really Santa. That was the real magic of the holidays. I cherish those moments and memories. The way you’d look in awe at the sparkly lights and ornaments on the tree. You tolerated my meticulous shaping, light and ornament placing. The Frank Sinatra holiday, and Monster Ballads cd. The prominent placement each year of your ornaments I bought you. You never touched the tree or tried to climb it. I remember one year you sat under the small one looking up mesmerized by the lights and ornaments. You laid on the skirt under the 6ft one.
I hope it’s alright to say this. Sometimes at that time of year […] View
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