Brian

@fxdl09 Brian, I am so sorry. Yes, of course you miss Major, and he will always be with you. It is especially painful and very hard at the holidays, but…I am going to ask you to very deliberately think of the GOOD, FUN and FUNNY times you and Major shared each time you feel the pangs of missing him. I know it sounds awful to do, but really, it has helped me get through this first holiday without my Beauty Girl. It helps to remember why we entered into the relationship, what we wanted to give and get from that, and it humbles me to think she would have wanted me to be happy for our times together, not to be sad. She had her time here, and I was gifted by sharing it with her. Brian, can you try thinking of Major and the wonderful gift you shared together? I hope so, and hope you will let us know how you are doing. And please, may we see some pictures of Major if you like? We are thinking of you with understanding and support. Toni